Your problems are big enough. Why should getting help be hard too?
Looking for a good counselor is a big task. It can be intimidating to ask for help, and you might hesitate to reach out because you're worried that talking about your problems will feel awkward, or that the therapist will tell you that you're not trying hard enough or you just need to "pray more".
It doesn't have to be scary. I work hard to help our sessions feel just like a conversation in a living room, where you also walk away feeling understood and empowered to make changes in your life.
You're not alone, and you're not completely crazy because you need a little help to figure out what to do next. Everyone needs therapy - you're giving yourself a huge, courageous gift by taking this step.